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Now and then
Sometimes you just wonder why people feel.
Isn't it sometimes better to not feel? To not be emotionally attached? --- *tap* *tap* He felt happy for his friends. But yet he felt sad for himself. Tuesday, January 30, 2018
Toiled 6:36 AM ~
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Not today
I sit here, lights on. Somewhere around the world, someone else is writing, putting things aside, just writing. Mind focused, thoughts sharp. Writing, in a trance. The night lights shone brightly. Is it day? Or is it night? The birds are chirping. I sit here, lights on. *Blink* I sit here, lights on. "1 for yes" "2 for no" *Blink* I sit here, lights on. It's my time to live. Now go. Sunday, January 28, 2018
Toiled 12:38 PM ~
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NMR
Okay NMR is pretty darn cool.
And once more I realised what they teach in JC is either wrong or super outdated -.- Thursday, January 25, 2018
Toiled 7:23 AM ~
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People who say they think they understand you don't understand you at all.
Stop lying to yourself and placing yourself on a higher plane.
No one can understand how another feels.
No one truly will.
Saturday, January 20, 2018
Toiled 11:05 AM ~
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Keep going forward
And it's okay to feel how you feel. --- The seagulls made their presence known. Mad. Their cries loud in the evening sky. Pink, turning grey, turning dark. The seagulls flew in the distance. Their silhouettes shrinking away into the distance. He hung his head low, like the weight of the albatross crushing him down. But he smiled a tired smile. Sighed a satisfied sigh. "It'll all end, it'll all be okay." Friday, January 19, 2018
Toiled 9:39 AM ~
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Tiresome
It's the first week of term.
It's been a while since I've met people along the streets, a while since I go back to college knowing that familiar faces will be there, a while where I can't shout my usual greetings when I step back into HW4.
Time alone is always an experience, for better or worse.
But I think too much time alone takes it's toll on your mind, especially when you're one to overthink things.
---
Now take a deep sigh.
Though it's just words that I say;
And no one can truly understand how another feels,
take a deep breath,
and just let out your sorrow and sadness,
take a deep breath,
and just let out your angst and emotions,
take a deep breath,
and just cry if you need to.
Now take a deep sigh,
though it's just words that I say,
words that might not even resonate,
know that I'll always try to be there.
Wednesday, January 17, 2018
Toiled 10:10 AM ~
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The walk
I took a morning walk.
Something I haven't done in a while. I like taking walks. Walks in the afternoon, walks in the evenings, walks at night, walks at dawn. But I rarely take morning walks. Walks occur spontaneously, a want to move away from the desk, to excuse myself from work. But this morning I decided to take one. For the fun of it. For the fuck of it. Why not right? My two days of deserved freedom. Time to do things which I've meant to do but haven't gotten around doing because it's not exactly making me lose sleep. So I took a walk. In the morning. The scenery was nice. The streets, nice and sparsely populated. Not empty enough for my liking, but populated sufficiently to not feel lonely. A different kind of nice. A different kind of enjoyment. --- He stood there, aloof. He wasn't thinking, wasn't daydreaming, but rather was in his little compartment of nothingness. He stood there, alone. Amidst the rain-covered streets, the people-less streets. But he smiled. Smelling the scent of rain, feeling the light touch of each drop on his hand. He was no longer a child, but he remembered the times when he would simply stare outside and wonder. --- Monday, January 15, 2018
Toiled 3:32 AM ~
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New experience!
Well, I realised how much my body aches when I get a fever.
I realise how the cold weather really just saps your mind, just makes you want to clench up. Term is starting. The streets are getting filled. But till I get better, I'll be in my roooooooom. Trying to study. Trying to make brainwaves in this microwave of a room. Woooooo. I'm tired, but I don't want to let go just yet... Mmm, I realised how much I've secluded myself within this box. But now that I've seen what the future can potentially hold, I'm a little afraid of all the decisions that I can make. Because never before were this consequences actually possible till now. Risk, On risk. Will I take the risk, or should I let the risk lay there. Pulsating, Inviting, like the headache I have. The throbbing. Literally won't stop. Why not take a peak. Even if it's Pandora's Box? Maybe there'll be a sliver of hope at the bottom. Or maybe it's all just a lie. Wednesday, January 10, 2018
Toiled 10:34 AM ~
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Move along move along just to make it through
Walking down, a butterfly landed on his hunched shoulders. He swept away his disheveled hair, fingers crusty from the frigid winter air. He swept it away, all innocence lost in his eyes. What's there to look forward to in this world? I walked by and did nothing. Thursday, January 4, 2018
Toiled 10:38 AM ~
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Tired
Happy New Year to the enclosures of this room.
See you in a bit. Monday, January 1, 2018
Toiled 8:05 AM ~
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