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Bury me when the sun shines, wake me up when the night falls
Injured again, with the same injury that got me the last time approximately 2 years ago.
Times like these just feel so tough. You put in so much effort, for everything to just come crashing down in a split second. You know it, when the tension in the hips just go, and you feel the weakness come to you in a quick snap. Like a slap in your face, the harsh reality just sets in. I try to laugh it off. I try to say I give myself a day. But the anger, the irritation, the frustration, the nail-biting tooth-pulling agony of it all, no matter how often it happens, you can never get used to it. It fucking hurts. It's like you're in an ever extending hole, and it just gets deeper each time I attempt to claw my way out. It hurts, hurts my brain so much. The sheer frustration. It kills me. May it be my pride, but it shoves me back onto the earth so painfully much each time. Times like these feel the loneliest. When you know you're fighting that one last battle, and that you have to retire early. Even if I put on a strong face, even if I begin the slow trudge forward, the pain will always be there. It's so tiring. --- Wednesday, December 29, 2021
Toiled 9:36 AM ~
100% Effort, 100% Luck
Because brass makes everything better
Wednesday, December 22, 2021
Toiled 9:51 PM ~
100% Effort, 100% Luck
Thank yous
Toiled 7:52 AM ~
100% Effort, 100% Luck
Again
Sucks when you try something for a long time and someone walks up and does it simply. Friday, December 17, 2021
Toiled 8:42 AM ~
100% Effort, 100% Luck
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